All these days at home after leaving the hospital, only going out with friends a few times, no jobs, still waiting for operation... I pretty much have nothing to do now, except watching Harry potter movies etc. And missing one year of studies.. sigh, just hope i recover faster and gain my old look back fast. Now I'm forced to play the piano, supposed to everyday, but i dont play it everyday. my right hand is a mess... it's weaker than the left hand. so it makes pieces i play sound terrible. I only wish I didnt fall down the stairs... no i just wish i didnt get so drunk. Roar.

Whatever, whats done can't be undone. Even though some doctors think its like a miracle to get well so fast, but i'm not practicing the piano and stuff to make my hand better. Its quite natural, i get sick of playing the piano everyday!

On the other hand, dad finally bought a new phone for me. Woohoo. Haha, on father's day too, cos i brought him to j8 where m1 is having the last day of promotion. Quite interesting, but there's some stuff I can't figure out. Oh well. I hope Harry Potter and the Half-blood prince come out soon!

lollipops and sunshine at 4:55 PM

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Met up with THE GROUP except xiang. And we got our cambridge cert. Eww, my results slip, made me feel like retaking A level. Then we had all the "which gate?" "argh, its locked!" thing happened. It was quite funny.

Then we left to go to lido. Apparently heather will be fetching ryan around 3 plus, so she won't be watching with us. That idiot. We bought the Night at the Museum 2 tickets! And before watching it, I had lunch. Oh man, I had double cheeseburger meal, with milkshake! :) while chin had some spaghetti with bacons and mushroom in it. Which I ate almost 1/4 or half of it! Just because she didnt wanna eat it anymore.

When the time came, we said goodbye to chin and left for the movie. It was quite funny! I forgot a little of the first movie, but this sunday its coming out on tv, so will watch it then :)

Not bad, this is my first time going to town without mum following me. Yippee! May be going out today too, but not too sure. If The Group does not go, then I won't too.

Yeah I'll be going NTU's Biological Sciences next year. Haven't send them the medical letter yet, but what the hell.

lollipops and sunshine at 12:06 PM

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mum's birthday and mother's day

Celebrated mum's bday and mother's day at the same time three days ago. And duh, we ate vegetarian stuff. But I think Lovin' Hut would have been better.

Went for the NTU Getting To Know Your Degree thing and I ate meat, officially! Haha. Of course, when I went to auntie rita's place by myself, I went to Pasir Malang to buy meaty stuff myself. But yay now they know I eat meat. Oh only my dad doesn't know I guess. It was quite impressive to go for the tour, of Biological Sciences, to find out how much the instrument costs. Expensive! Like a million dollars for some instrument. Goodness. Then I meet Xiangmei. Weehee. Quite funny. We sat in for a private talk with one professor who doesn't normal turn up for public stuff. Just the small group of us.

Got visited by Cen and Wanting :) Haven't seen them for so long. Jaybee! You must come visit me soon with whatever you bought in I forgot which country, with the rest of my group!

And 2 days ago, Me, Meiying and Jiayee went to watch Wolverine. Its quite good! We were even having a small talk with some Prudential Staff. Eh. Yeah. Dunno what Meiying will decide about it.

Now that I basically have nothing to do, I feel like going for a job! But cannot lah, since my condition is not as good as, I dunno, last time. Its such a pain to have gotten into an accident like mine and will take long to recover. I think. Hopefully my 2nd operation hurry comes, as I still need time to recover after that. Brrr.

lollipops and sunshine at 4:18 PM

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I JUST RECEIVED THE NTU EMAIL! About me getting into biological science. The first email or letter or call received. Oh man, I wonder if SMU will even call me, its been so long! The worst is they called me but due to my crazy spoilt phone I can't listen to it. But now, I'm using my mum's old phone.

I have borrowed all the confession of shopaholic books. Lol, but I kinda forgot what the Confessions of shopaholic book talked about. Most of the stuff. But the books are damn thick man. And I haven't finished reading the whole of Gossip Girl series. Meh heh, hope I'll return the confessions of shopaholic books soon!

Being in this life now makes me feel quite screwed. With one side of my skull removed, brain that expanded but is okay now, and waiting for 2 to 3 months for the 2nd operation. Ugh. Its like, one day I went for Veron's bday party, then next, I'm at the hospital. What the hell. My life feels quite... horrid. Of course this incident made me notice how whenever I party next I can't drink alcohol for 2 years, but seriously, I rather this not happened to me at all. Maybe I'll try alcohol soon and see if I will get the fidgeting. Ughhhh. And other problems like balancing got screwed up a little. Next I'll have to go for this Getting to know your degree at NTU and then stop for one year. Dunno if I should send the medical report to them now. Oh well, screwed up life.

lollipops and sunshine at 2:15 PM

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feeling crappy

Felt crappy after my dad's ranting on the car. Made me slam the door shut and of course, cried a bit. Okay fine, he said I was not supposed to be on diet now, but the only organic thing I wanna be on at least for a week is due to my overeating at the restaurants and stuff. Its so disgusting, it made my stomach really big and put on some weight. Duh. He said not eating food will make my brain stupider. Thanks. But its at least for a week, until my stomach is cured from fats! hello?? And he said I have forgotten some simple stuff already. All due to me asking him what does the d means in "they'd". What the fuck, I just asked him does it mean had or would, and isnt it supposed to be have? Sorry lah, had is the past tense of have and has. Just because of the question I have never asked anyone, he said I have forgotten stuff. Havent told him I didnt ask anyone cause I was fuming like crazy and felt like crying already, so I didn't say anything. Bleargh. Stupid son of a bitch.

Okay, I know he's just concerned of me, and the fact that he sounds angry because he said those things when he can't stand those stuff any longer, and added all the stuff together. What the heck. So irritating, I know.

Plus I didnt do maths and whatever revision because I have been reading books. And it must be faster because the books I reserved will be due on the 29th! of course I must finish reading the 4 books I have taken before the reservation! Grr.

His scolding made me feel so annoyed I just can't stand it. I just hope they would let me be like myself before the incident and maybe allow me later homecoming time. Yeah right, like they would. But now, I just wished the second operation will come soon, and let me recover soon, and the stupid NUS and NTU and SMU letters or call will come soon! I still have no idea which schools will put me in what course until now when some of my friends have gotten some of the letters already! FUCK!

lollipops and sunshine at 1:59 PM

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happiness

Heather, Jo and Xiangmei came to my house yesterday. Argh I miss them so much, if only I can see them everyday. Haha. Just like in school. And Heather and I played the Girlfriend tarot cards, lol, haven't really finished reading the stuff yet. But like the cards are quite hard, do I have to reverse some and do it together?

They read the cards that people sent me while I was in the hospital too. Man, I just read it all again. Am super touched, especially by Heather who came to visit me everyday at ttsh. Heather my bitch, love you! Hahaha. But I can't remember what happened the first two or three weeks, so I couldnt remember her parents visiting me. And the fact that they made me to do some exercises. Lol. Must ask my mum about it soon.

I haven't received any university stuff. Man, I feel screwed up. And I just paid for the SMU thing, and Heather said I may be rejected?!! But they didnt say when the paying deadline is, no?

I wanna go shop and do things and eat meat! By myself. Yummy. I have eaten so much my stomach is big, so now I'm just gonna eat organic, please let it be at least a week.

lollipops and sunshine at 11:49 PM

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Oh yeah my whole family became vegetarian, due to me. They went to the temple and said if i waked up they will become vegetarian. Oh my god. I feel quite guilty and touched that they said that for me, but I love meat and what will I do when I go eat with them? Argh what a terrible thing that happened. I totally didnt know they will pray that. Crap its all my fault, for being so drunk and not remembering what happened that made me fall down the steps.

Someone said before I got born out, I told her that I'm trying to turn my family into buddhism. Or something along that line. Wahlau, what what what. Seems like I can give people dreams quite a lot, because before my cousin knew I fell, he got the dream that I am in trouble, just dont know who.

I just saw the pictures and videos that another cousin took of me. Haha its damn funny, hysterically man. Ashley said he may know how I fell, but I dont get it, so am still waiting for him to show me how. Lol.

Yesterday went to see tramp competition. Not bad, Amanda Lau got 1st individual, Jeanne 2nd individual and I kinda forgot who got 3rd. But most of the points are quite low! Like the 8 point Jie Qi got. She didnt even fail to do the stuff, just bent her legs! Roar. But I'm quite happy that the individual awards are taken by all the HC people. Just too bad no team awards. Oh well.

Today my cousin celebrated my birthday at a cafe at Bishan Park! Haha, its called the GreenRoom cafe. The place is quite nice. And my cousin made the desert kind of like my birthday cake. Haha, its damn funny. Oh well thank you Jever!

lollipops and sunshine at 5:21 PM

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